Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Christmas Lights - Part Two

      The second part of this story, based on a house fire we went through on December 12, 2008.

"Out on I-44, the girl checked her fuel gauge. It read one-eighth a gallon until it hit empty, that pretty much fit her emotional tank as well. “Well, Kandy…you’ve sure done it by now,” she snapped at the rearview mirror for about the twenty-first time on this trip. Or she would have snapped, if she’d had the energy to. “Denver kicked you out, can’t get a job anyplace. Next to no cash, and all you’ve got is packed in this car.” She checked on Tiffany in the backseat, still sleeping soundly in her car seat. 
Hmm. We’re in Missouri now, somewhere past Joplin and I don’t think quite to Springfield…wonder how much longer to Cincinnati? Will Mom and Dad even want me back, or will they kill me? And…everybody else?
Replaying the journey of the long, hard nineteen months kept her distracted, and the little red Kia shot off an icy patch of asphalt, sending them into what was once a ditch, now mostly covered in snowdrift, except for the part trampled on by the wayward vehicle. They now had a very badly crumpled front end, a crushed front quarter panel, and who knows what wrong under the hood. She checked again to make sure she was still alive and unhurt, then looked at Tiffany. The baby was still asleep, with no idea how close they might have come to dying. Seeing that, the shock finally overcame the pent-up anxiety and frustration, and the young mother broke down, bowing her head on the steering wheel, her frame shaking with sobs as the salty tears coursed down her cheeks.

Colton and Tim set down a couple armfuls of wet, cold firewood on the floor to dry off near the woodstove, then sat down to listen to the others talking. Amanda, Hailey, Tony and Sunny were conversing about something; Grace was wandering in and out of the living room, Nate was in the kitchen, working on a batch of his famous brownies, and Becky and Lizzie were upstairs somewhere.
“So, what should we sing next?” Hailey asked the group. “How about ‘Silent Night?” somebody suggested.
“That sounds good,” Sunny agreed.
“Do you guys know the story behind it?” Tony asked curiously.
“Yes, honey.” Amanda stated in a tone of restrained warning.
“Yeah.” “We know it, Dad.” Colton noticed Tim frowned and Hailey winced on Tony’s question.
“I don’t, would you mind telling it?” Sunny asked politely. That didn’t help the Snows’ pained expressions.
“Of course!” Tony said happily, ignoring the hopeless looks of his wife and offspring.
“It was December 23 in the small village of Obendorf, Austria, in 1818,” he began. “and a very hungry little grayish-brown mouse started chewing anything edible, including the old worn-out leather bellows of the organ. He chewed a hole right through it, and it wasn’t discovered until the next morning, when the organist, Franz Gruber, and the temporary priest, Joseph Mohr, discovered a problem. They unhappily found the hole, rendering the organ useless, and right before Christmas Mass, too.
“‘What do we do now?’ Gruber asked hopelessly. ‘Well, um…I wrote some words for a song awhile back…’
“’A song acceptable for church?’ Franz asked his friend, smiling. Joseph liked to occasionally listen to the so-called “sinful” secular music of the taverns and folk festivals, which some people in his congregation didn’t like too much,” Tony pause to rekindle the fire.
“Anyway, Franz looked at the scribblings the priest had written, and he felt an odd excitement running through him. ‘I just thought, since the organ won’t play, maybe you could write some sort of tune for this that we could play on our guitars, so that the children will have something to sing for the service?” Joseph asked his friend apologetically. ‘Yes, I think I can do something with this…”
“Franz worked on it all night, and magically the tune locked into place with the lyrics. He and Mohr taught it to the kids the next afternoon. They sang to the accompaniment of the two guitars, much to the annoyance of certain people, who didn’t think it holy enough.”
“So then what happened after that?” asked Colton.
“Well, it caused a big ruckus for about a month, because of the small-town gossip, but eventually everybody forgot about it, and it would have been lost forever if the organ repairman hadn’t heard about it when he came the next spring. He asked Gruber what they’d done for music at Christmas, since Mohr had already moved on somewhere else, and Franz told him about the improvised song.
“‘It wasn’t much, I don’t even know where it is now. Wait –‘ They hunted through some old papers on a little-used shelf and eventually found it. ‘Can I keep this?’ the repairman asked after reading it over. ‘Sure, I don’t need it.’
“And so it spread from the tiny village to the small city, and from there it spread across the country, and then made its way all over the globe. All because of a mouse.” Tony finished.
They’d just gotten into the third verse, Tony playing mandolin, Hailey guitar and Sunny piano, when the doorbell interrupted. Tony went to answer it.
“Jim, Gail! Good to see ya. Power out at your-all’s place?”
“Yep,” Jim nodded.
“Could we maybe stay here for a bit until it comes back on?”
“’Course you can, Gail. You’re family, you know that.”
“Yeah, I know, thanks to Amanda. But with the holidays coming up, and then you all helping out that poor family who’s house burned out, we weren’t sure.” They stepped inside, setting their coats on the large pile that was sprawled all over the entryway.
“Hollidays, these are our neighbors Jim and Gail Bell. Snows, looks like we’ll be having some more company for a couple days,” Tony announced to everyone within earshot.
They could have been the model for ideal grandparents. Jim was balding, slightly Santa-like in the stomach, and looked good to talk to. Gail was shorter, with happy laugh wrinkles all over her face. Tim and Jim immediately picked up where they left off a previous conversation on photography, and Gail soon found a fellow dog lover in Becky.
Slightly crazy, yet good days followed.

Not but about two hours later, the doorbell rang yet again. “Never rains but it pours,” Tony muttered, opening the door. Whoever he was expecting, this wasn’t it. A young lady in her early twenties stood there almost frostbitten, covered with snow and holding a car seat with a baby inside it in one hand.  
“Can I – I’m sorry. My car broke down. Can I use y’all’s phone?” she asked.
Tony looked at her. “Just a second, please.” Quick glance-conversation with Amanda. “Sure…uh, won’t you come in? Phone gets better reception in here.”
“He means, ‘Come on in from that cold weather!” his wife called loudly from inside.
The girl bit her lip, then nodded reluctantly.
Curious stares from around corners, though everyone of too polite to ask. She took the phone, dialed a number, then after a minute almost slammed it into the wall, things were just too much to deal with. And it was busy.
Damn it!” she whisper/cried in despondency, tears welling up - again unwillingly – in her eyes.
“Cute baby you’ve got there,” Jim commented, getting a glass of eggnog.
“Thanks, her name’s Tiffany.” the girl responded.
“Jim Bell,” he introduced himself.
The girl snorted, something like a laugh. “My name’s Kandy, Kandy Kane. Gets old, but this time of year, it’s kinda fun.”
“Isn’t that something? This house belongs to the Snows, my wife and I live next door, and their friends the Hollidays are visiting.”
“Get out of here…seriously?”
“That’s right, kiddo.”
Tony walked back into the dining room. “Um…sir?”
“Yes?”
“My folks didn’t answer…would it be all right if I stayed here just until I could get a hold of them?”
“Don’t see why not. I’m Tony.” he said, offering his hand to shake.
“Call me Kandy.”

“Another potato, Kandy?” Amanda asked at dinner the next night.
“No, thanks, Mrs. Snow, I’m stuffed.”
“I’ve told you already, it’s Amanda!”
:”Okay…Amanda.”
“It was strange for us to get used to, too.” Colton said.
“It’d be weird for us…” Tim picked up the train of thought.
His mom just gave him that “You are so grounded” look.
“You’re not too full for brownies, are you?” Jim asked.
“I don’t think so, that sounds really good.”
“They are. Thanks for makin’ ‘em, Nate!” Hailey hollered from the living room. She walked back into the kitchen to refill her cup of water. “So, um…what exactly happened? If you don’t mind my asking,” she added quickly.
“Have you got a hold of your folks yet?” Gail asked.
”One question at a time! Let her finish chewing!” Nate hushed them.
Kandy swallowed, then said, “No, not yet, and no; I don’t mind telling. I was driving to my parents’ in Cincinnati, like I’ve said before, since it was so close to Christmastime. Tiffany was in her car seat in the back, we’d been going nonstop since about Sand Springs. I was a little tired. And I’ve had…a lot to think about. It hasn’t exactly been the easiest year for me.” She took a drink of her Pepsi. “Anyway, I wasn’t paying close enough attention, didn’t see a patch of ice in the road. We slid off into the ditch, car’s pretty much totaled, and my cell phone was dead. So I walked over to the nearest friendly-looking house, which was your-all’s. And that’s pretty much it.” Her tone said clearly there was much more, but this wasn’t the time to let everything go just yet.
Grace started tapping her fork against the counter, causing a loud clatter. “Grace, stop that,” Amanda admonished. “OK, Mom, just a minute.” She tapped several more times, then quit. “Well…okay, thank you.”

    Later, Becky, Colton, Lizzie and Tim were playing rummy. Tim wanted to take a break, having lost three times in a row by one card, and Becky went to get a snack. Their siblings began a game of Speed until they returned.
“So why was Grace making all that noise?” Colton asked.
Lizzie laughed. “Morse code. She tapped STAY, like ‘Mom, Kandy can stay here for a while, right?”
“Oh, I see…that’s pretty cool.
“Yup. I win!”
“How-? HEY! No telling stories during games of Speed!”
“Well, you shouldn’t ask questions if you don’t want to lose,” Lizzie shot back. Although it was said with a smile, it was true that she played anything to win, a trait that she and most of her siblings inherited from their dad. It drove Amanda nuts.
“True,” Tim acknowledged, coming back into the room.
“Yeah…I guess you’re right,” Colton conceded grouchily.
“I brought some Doritos, anybody up for some five-card poker?” Becky surveyed the others.
“For what?” Gail asked suspiciously from the doorway, overhearing the last part of the previous sentence.
“Doritos, Spicy Nacho and Cool Ranch.” answered Tim placidly.
“Well, then…deal me in!” Gail said happily.
Lizzie shrugged and shuffled the cards.



Christmas dawned, and with it, joyful snippets of conversation.
“Wow. You really shouldn’t have done that.”
“Well! Thanks, Tony!”
“Awesome, a new Mizzou hat!”
“Course, I had to get ya a Tigers hat.” Nate grinned. “And here’s a box of Frosted Flakes.” Sunny added. Tony just laughed and gave Nate a high five.
Hailey motioned Colton over. “Hey, follow me a sec.”
“Uh, okay…” he replied, unsure of why.
They went to her room, where one of her guitars, the flaming orange one, lay on the bed. Hailey sat down and picked it up, Colton found himself a chair at the desk.
“Thanks for staying here,” she began. “I know it probably wasn’t easy, with…losing your house and everything. And then having to stay in a house full of girls.” “You got that right.” There was a pause.
“Seriously, though, you aren’t a bad musician.”
“You think?”
“Yep. You should sing at the talent share at camp next summer. You are coming, right?”
“Probably. Becky’s talked about it a lot, and now that I know some people, I think I might, yeah.”
“Glad to hear it. Might be easier to play something, though, if you had something to play.”
Colton sighed. “Yeah…I’ll get a new guitar sometime.”
“Here.” She held the guitar out to him, only to be met with a blank stare.
“You don’t take a hint easy, do you?” she smiled.
“I don’t think I quite follow…”
“I’m saying, try out your new guitar.”
Tim raised his camera in the doorway, making sure the settings were right, the flash was off. He got Colton’s confused expression.
“No, that’s yours. Mine burned, remember? Wait…Did you say -?” Tim snapped more as Hailey nodded. “Hailey, I can’t take that. It was your grandpa’s.”
“Please, do. I want you to have it.”
He was silent a minute.
“…Why?
It was a small, insignificant word, carrying an extremely wide range of questions, from “Why are you giving me this?” to “Why did you all help us when the only one you knew was Becky?” Hailey understood.
“Well…we’ve been thinking a lot about those verses in Hebrews, 13:1-2, I think it is. You know the ones, ‘Keep on loving each other as brothers, and do not forget to entertain strangers, for by doing so some people have entertained angels unawares.’? It’s sorta like that. And also like in Matthew, ‘Whatever you did to the least of these, you did it for Me.’ It’s just…well, you guys needed help. So…” she shrugged.
“And besides…he would’ve liked you, I think. He wanted me to play, and so I do. It…it’s not always easy. There’s been spells when I can’t play at all. But he’s the reason why I play, to honor his memory, I guess. An’ so…just…” Her thoughts trailed off, too much going on for words to express themselves. She hugged her pillow tightly. Tim came in and hugged his big sister a little awkwardly, unsure of what to do.
“Thanks, bro.”
“Well, hmm…Hey, Hailey?”
“Hmm?”
“Thank you,” Colton whispered, trying not to cry.

            It took several years and moves, including a rebuild and a tornado later, but the Snows and Hollidays are now much closer geographically, as well as good friends. Jim and Gail are still terrific neighbors, and they added Becky and Colton to their list of adopted grandkids, to which the Snow clan belonged. Things still aren’t easy for Kandy, but she’s fighting her way through. They’re slowly getting better. She’s still staying in touch with everybody. The orange guitar was brought along to camp multiple times, and those times in the Ozarks were filled with good preaching, wonderful songs, bad weather, injuries of all types and the times and friendships formed were great, providing many good memories."

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